I’m a Monster

                                     I’m a MONSTER

You were the chaos, I were the peace

but somehow I am battling demons in cease

I know you can teach me

every move, every step, you can gurantee

but you choose to leave my sinking ship

and I choose to believe because your courage slip

my friends call me light witted

as what you say, they admitted

perhaps I don’t know why it is hard for me

to see the “truth” , as they perceive

maybe because I was always meant to be

the one that always see through humanity

I know people as they are,

even when they try so hard

to be the one that they are not

I have been the one that helps people

even if I try, I can not become a demon

because I might not talk too much,

As I listen from the heart that touch

you were right about the fun part,

can’t expect from the one with a heavy past,

oh, forgot about the burden you said

you were right in this claim,

if I were you I would have thrown me out,

Oh wait.. you already act it out,

I guess I am the demon after all,

as the roles have swapped 

here I’m as a monster with scars on my body over all,

don’t be scared of me, as I’m not harmful at all,

please trust me when I say this,

I’m not a demon, not a demon, not a demon after all.




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