One sided love

 One-sided love

Have you ever thought about the meaning of one-sided love, or how it feels to be in one? I'm pretty sure everyone once in their life time been in such heart wrenching situation name one-sided love. It is a feeling of life time that happens without your knowing however, never stops and even if in the rarest case it ever stops, the mark leaves you broke enough to never be able to fall in love again. 

Being in this situation, where you see the other person hanging out with someone else and you hope for that one moment where they give you chance to prove yourself in their eye. Because in your mind they deserve the world, someone so precious that deserves the nurture and love that only you can give. Nevertheless to say when it grows for longer than the period you expected years after years, it becomes an undeniable urge to just see the person a second. It is something that makes you forget about your past, the highs and lows where you might have missed your chance with that one person, but it only reminds you of the future with a hope to meet them again someday. 

You wonder day and night, how many guys she might have gone with, approached her, asked her out. Out of all, did she say yes to anyone, or did she fall for those B grade pickup lines? Oh god, who knows she might have or not. But all you could do is look at yourself in the mirror and practice your lines again and again in hope of what you will say when you meet them for the first time. You are so sure with your actions that you feel you know if you get a chance similar to the other guys she talks to, those guys won't even stand a chance, why? Because you believe in workshiping her from head to toe, and ready to create a little piece of heaven from your blood and sweat. Between all this juggling and overthinking somewhere in the corner of your heart you starts to hold envy for God, cause why those guys who knows her nothing like you, standing a chance but a guy like you who is admiring her and known her highs and lows from years after years is not even in the zone of getting picked or noticed by the love of your life, but you still hold your head high believing that gives you an edge that nobody could ever come close to. 

Like a lyrics of taylor swift “ all along there are some invisible strings tying you to me” you begin to believe this like it is inscribed in bible and this line will show you light, everytime you lose hope. Hope is a strong and powerful word for one sided lovers like us, hope merely could come from simply breathing to looking at beautiful things, for me specifically it comes from white roses because between you and me, my love of life loves white roses and is like one.

In the end I believe there's nothing better than waiting for that one person who you believe will someday come to you, you make yourself believe it is worth the wait, that you are a one woman man. Because girl you know better than anyone else that how my eyes admire your beauty. Therefore; 

“You must allow me to tell you how, ardently I admire and love you” 

-Mr darcy

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